you only trust urself ,nt me .

我开始懂了。
tying me so tightly , does it really help ? it'll make me hate you more .
no trust means no trust . dont say you trying -.- becos it'll never be the same and it'll never be .

You dk how i feel .

you rather trust what you heard when you dk the full story than to trust me . this is trust , to you .

True friends will share her happiness and sadness with you . friends who only share their happiness are nt even treating u as friends . to me , they are people who are superficial . yes i know you dw me sad , yes i know u want me happy . but you're not me , how u know wat im thinking .

Im only one of ur checkers to make ur child happy . have you ever thot how i feel ? have u ever know tt i treated u like a close friend ? have you ever thot of my feelings even if its not ur child tt im saying .

is it acceptance or a form of assurance ?

sometimes i wonder how u rate the imptance of me in ur heart .
i dont owe u a single shit . even if im dissapointing the whole world , im trying to do my best for you . yet this is all i get , dissapointment all over again .

you really love him . I , bless you and give u my blessings .

i really dk how u treat me like and what am i to you ? a punching bag ? a machine u can vent on ? a dog ?
i dont owe you anything and i want u to just be happy . you took me for granted . and u hurt me again and again . YOU are the one who ask me nt to mention the past yet u cant let go . u cant go doesnt mean i can .
do you knw how hurting are ur words esp when you're angry . do u know how i feel . did u ever put yrself in my shoes . always say i owe you . i dont owe you anything . im doing it just for YOU.
i hate to break promises . i hate to dissapoint others . yet im dissapointing the whole world just for you . did u ever know abt anything . did u ever be thankful for it ? or u think its normal for me to decide to do it this way . u always assume things in ur way .yours and forever yours . your world and my world is different . friends are tgt becos of their differences . yet you want me to change for you . have u ever thot how i felt ? you want a perfect friend , im not . and im never one .

i know im dumb , im stupid and im useless . dont keep emphasise it even in ur conver with me . it hurt like a totally single shit . fuck you , asshole , are u dumb , stupid , come on, these words are really salt and peppers in my everyday life . what am i to you . you made me feel totally useless in ur eyes .

dont pms and vent on me and say a thousand and one single shit and wanna end it with a single sorry . its useless . i simply hate it .

dont treat me like a fool . i know everything and i can see .
you hate me and thr's no trust btw us .