What should I do ..

You tell me Sorry ,
You promised me .
Dear . I want nothing , idw sorry . sorry to me is useless . its just pure words . no emotion alr . What I want now is you to quit tht's all .
The moment you told me you wanna die , the earlier the btr . Sorry , it stabs my heart . Heart broken .. I dont wanna lose you . you understand that ? Do you ! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO BRING MYSELF TO FORGIVE YOU WHEN I SHLD BE ANGRY AND BASH YOU UP ?
how much does trust worth to you ?
过了那么久了，每次问你，这么了，发生什么事，你都不说，不然就说没有，朋友，你骗不了我。。
即使每个人不相信你，即使很痛，我都相信你。。
刻苦铭心，
It hurts . it really hurts .
Nothing is impossible ..
我努力地拉住你，想要挽回可是你不让我。。为什么伤害自己。。？
Is this part of ur revenge ?
我从来没有一刻忘记我们曾共同拥有的回忆，甜蜜温馨可是带来了酸痛，对不起。
Sometimes , things just don't work the way we want it to be .
Laughs , it just won't go away . Do you even know ? Its so obvious .. hais .
Memories flashed back , Heart bled , tears flowed , and all I could mumbled is Sorry ..
The closer I am to you , the further I will feel I am to your heart . I never know what you were thinking and I am tired . Often wondered , do you trust me ?
If this didn't happen today , I wouldn't have known I caused so much pain to you . Hurts shit .. Sorry .
I thought you would be different and understand my situation .. but you were like the rest . I was wrong . and I cant blame you . The truth hurts .
What do you want from me ?
What do I want from you ?

痛苦，

When Sorry dont help , when I hate you lying , when I've to follow ur necessity and im not supposed to possess it . How selfish you are . Just tell me right in the face tt you're busy and cant talk to me . why must you reply after such a long time . ha . fuck you .

I started to not just have neutral feelings abt camera alr . thanks to botanic gardens .

Lost , just like this .

谁也没想到以前的甜言蜜语会变成以后的伤痛，

我是代替品吗？

What have I done to get all these ?! Im trying very hard to save ur life , to save ur health yet you're ruining it . FUCK YOU !!

你会敏感我也会，

如果可以的话，我要把敏感的根拔掉因为是我们俩的敏感把我们的关系变得那么疆，