Thursday, February 24, 2011

When Im wrong , you remembers .

All I wish for , is a listening ear .
Being deprieved of something .. laughs . stabs thru it . idk the reason hw to uds . i only uds how useless i'll feel .
为什么每次都是我牵就你。。没顾虑到我的感受,即使痛还是要面对,即使想逃避,你把我拉住然后演给我看。。ha ..
我要你告诉我,不你做不到,也不要你用甜言蜜语,很伤人!你懂吗!
Incompetent friend . When she needs you , you're not there. Now cry also no use . She in pain , no one's there for her . she's in sorrow , no one with her . and you're the cause . why did u leave her alone . why did u give her so much pain ..
眼泪直多少,心里的痛又怎么能被表达,
Presence that cannot be felt .
Feeling  -less .

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Jealousy

短短的距离却有如此的忧伤与痛苦无人分享,

醋喝完了,你帮我买了一瓶回来,

不只你会吃醋,不想看,选择走,我也一样,可是我不能阻止你交朋友,不能盖住我的耳朵,不能蒙闭双眼。

即时我有一百万个剑指着你,判你的罪名,即使自己知道自己的直觉多准可是不想下定论因为我想最后一次相信你,可是看来,逃避没用,是始终就是是,无法改变的事实。chose to lie to myself the last time and says she wont de , she wont de , trust her .. does it even help ? when it didnt uh .

When I say I want bring med for you rub you're always unwilling and dw . she say only you agreed and let her bring . Sorry .. feel so ..  do so much for you yet the return is like tt . laughs .

I dont like when you let him go thr care for you when you pushed me away . I dont like when he's always able to be there for you when i cant .. I dont like when its nt the first time you dont share sorrow with me .. i dont like when you want me to leave you alone . I feel so useless .. that's the difference between me and him ba ..
你喜欢的不要认定我也会喜欢。

feelings

你可以若无其事地面对我,根本都不会内疚。。以前的你,去了哪里。。虽然让可是你知道我心里是痛痛痛。。

被心爱的人欺骗最心痛,你那句我爱你说得毫无意义。。你有感情,我也是人,我也有。。

When I'm right , no one remembers . When I'm wrong , no one forgets .

如果失望是用写的,我是用刻的,

部顾虑我的感受的你了解我的心情吗?

琬甯,即使在痛,在难过都要忍,即使自己身不由己也要忍,因为没有人理解你的心情,又不能说。这种感觉又有谁理解?。。无奈的心情,

your promise ,

我薛明慧,不管遇到多强的风,多大的雨,就算遇到海浪,我也会不顾一切,真心的保护,疼爱,全心的爱着傅琬甯,永远守护在她身旁,永不离开。

No matter what , you're already a big sister , and my dearest in my heart .